unemployabledrunk

Happy Easter to everyone..! My best wishes to all of us here on Earth..!

In early November I started drinking again. Heavily. Most of the past two months are a blur - bits and pieces of alternately laughing and weeping, screaming in anger at a world I know I can't change... urinating on the floor, crapping my pants, wailing over a past misspent and opportunities squandered... fearing a future darkness and suffering the agony of the present. I awoke to find myself in a psychiatric facility - again.
Pharmacology to the rescue - I'm out now, and have begun writing again...
I wish a Happy New Year to all - and musical solace from which we may all banish our demons..!
My Love Always -
Ed (the unemployable one)

No one must ever hear me cry out - the pain is mine alone to bear. They would never understand the sadness that I hide so well... After the music stops, the last joke told - the laughter fading into the darkness like a distant memory... As my mask falls so quickly to the floor - replaced by the tears that wash away my smile, I stand alone and plead for the hurting to stop... and - again, I weep... Why do my tears not stop the pain..?
But, now I must rest - for tomorrow, I will again wear the smile - the mask, the lie that hides the pain... And again - no one will know of my sadness... or hear me crying into the night... alone... again...

Summer's coming - I'm grateful for air-conditioning here in the psychiatric hospital - although these jackets do have really long sleeves... I guess that's why they tie in the back... I wish for everyone to have a happy and healthy summer - and PLEASE help one another... be kind to each other, and to the planet and all her creatures..! Less Hate, More Love - And More Music..!!!

Hello Everyone,
Just a quick note to say 'Thank You' for visiting with me and my music, which I offer freely to any and all..! May God Bless our planet, and all who reside upon her..!
Peace!