Hello, guys!! - I really recommend to read this post consciously and very carefully through as this is the real truth... - Namely now, where – I would express it so - 'the most terrible summer time of the century'... is about to get to the end..., it's exactly the correct time to set all the points on the i... and to finally put 'that'... cheap music... back on its correct place...!!! So, you guys, - I would like to make a bridge to my post I wrote here for you in the very end of this spring by sharing with you the 2nd part of this my essay called „About my big admirations and still greater disappointments..."!! - Please, scroll down to the post dated by 05/28/2017 of the same name to read its 1st part: „About my big admirations and still greater disappointments..." (Excerpt from the essay)..., which I, equally, very strongly recommend you to read, please, carefully through...!! So, here we go!! - The Part II of the essay : - „ In 2003 I formulated my term – the „Perpetua Melodia“ © (an „everlasting melody“), which became the title and, at the same time, the main idea of my music and aesthetic conception I formulated in 2012. - Right upon this, my conception became to be immediately discussed worldwide... - first of all, in the USA – as this namely was my stay in the USA, which then inspired me onto my whole conception and not just to its main term I yet formulated many years before, - through Germany and Europe (as I live in Germany, what is the Europe's most leading country(!)...), but also no less in Russia - this as I originally come from Russia (also, if it's only is my Russian heart and soul, what now remained me from Russia...)... And, as a consequence of it, began many artists to repeat not only my ORIGINAL(!!)... „story“... and my words I said to its time... almost wordly, but also to interpret this my term in a variety of wrong, false ways... So, in one of my natives and my so favorite Russian city of St. Petersburg, unfortunately, started some classical and well-educated composers, among them of my generation, to write symphonies or pure melodies should last about 3-4 hours, or similar things... to show a durational aspect of my term, in fact, its „Perpetua...“ part... Or, similarly, some European, e.g., some Austrian composers already of 'a bit older' generation than mine, tried to take the words of the term right in a straight line, telling something trivial about it like: „There wouldn't be any melody, which existed without its harmonic accompaniment“, or the things like that... - And this as if I - getting my music education in 3 countries worldwide – wouldn't know myself how the music laws do work... But no less equally, since those times, started to interpret in a wrong way this my term also some artists from other, non-musical areas... among which some dancers, equally from my former city of St. Petersburg, still not those with a really prestigious Russian dancing education as, f.i., the worldwide famous Vaganova Ballet Academy..., but – not to my surprise... - right 'those ones', who didn't receive any dancing education at all, quasi 'qualifying' (Though, I not really can use this word describing 'this' situation...) themselves for their dancing career by some other ways, and namely AMATEURISHLY..., and other, even more average... 'ones'... from some New York area..., who would never achieve something at all simply on 'their own'... without 'those' first's help..., who also so much appreciate and collaborate namely with 'them'... !!! So, NAMELY THESE 'ANY'... - such so-called dancing 'masters'... or, in the reality, just the „amateurs“... - started to dance several different dances in a row... - one dance after another ... - to show how 'easily'..., 'virtuously' and 'outstanding' they can refer that feeling of 'that non- or never stopping'..., and namely, of MY „PERPETUA... melodia“© idea of MY aesthetic conception... - And this is just a 'cheap', ungifted, shallow, too 'straight' and in neither way its correct interpretation..., which happened with 'such' artists... because of 'their' TIGHT AND LIMITED THINKING AND UNDERSTANDING... along with 'their' lack of competency, knowledges, consultation and education...!!! - Once, formulating my ideas in my music and aesthetic conception as well its main term and title - PERPETUA MELODIA © - also, if the meaning of the word „perpetua“ in Italian is the same as „eternal“, „perpetual“..., - I would never put the accent on its durational aspect!!! - Why?!. - Because once it was already no more, no less, than Richard Wagner himself, who showed perfectly in his music namely this art to last the music material, and unter it also the „melody“ itself... - What I, however, meant with the term of my conception, „Perpetua Melodia“ © - being by this not that direct.., but a bit more „sophisticated“... - has indeed in a direct sense as much as almost nothing to do with the duration of the music as such..., much more refers instead to the idea of the „World Music“... described very good and clear in my concept..., - and for which just one composer's life would be definitely not enough to realize it... But what makes me, however, even much more sorrows... is rather not all that, but that fact, that 'someone'..., apparently being envious on these my ideas..., not having them (or similar ones) oneself..., or just trying to take one's revenge..., INTENTIONALLY and EXTRA SOUGHT OUT for oneself... namely 'those' 'ANY'... - no more, than just AVERAGE(!!)... artists – right 'those' dancers... VERY SUDDENLY EXTRA STARTING TO SUPPORT 'THOSE ONES'... RIGHT FROM THE BEGINNING OF THIS SPRING... and DID IT SPECIALLY AND VERY INTENSELY(!!)..., - right 'those average ones'..., WHOM, first of all, NOBODY KNEW BEFORE(!)... with an exception of just their own spheres..., because, fortunately, there are hundreds millions of 'such' artists as 'those'... all over the world..., BUT EVEN MUCH BETTER than 'they'...!!! Then right 'those' last ones..., apparently, equally being that envious or just evil about those my ideas and my conception..., suddenly, „in a hurry“... - in a very short time of just several days or weeks..., JUST STUPIDLY PICKED UP MY IDEAS(!!)... about my "own"... conception..., thereby 'creating' (where I hardly can use this word of a „creation“ in this context... as this is everything different, but just not about any creation at all!!..) 'their' quasi „own“ ones... – this as 'their' stupid 'opposition'... to mine (what myself, however, ABSOLUTELY DOESN'T CONSIDER IT AS SUCH OR AS ANYONE AT ALL(!!)...), further taking into it NOT something like those really great as, for instance, already many years ago invented in France by Yves Saint Laurent upon his stay in Morocco..., or also, NOT such as those beautiful and really NATURAL colours... – so-called contemporary „spectra [NAMELY] COMPOSITIONAL(!!)… TECHNIQUES(!!)“..., equally already invented in France by those wonderful and really gifted and historically very important composers... of the so-called French „spectral [NAMELY] COMPOSITION(!!)... school“, what is also a huge part of MY OWN [here again, - NAMELY] COMPOSITIONAL(!!)... career and its development... and, as its result, also A GREAT AND IMPORTANT COMPONENT OF MY OWN „PERPETUA MELODIA © MUSIC AND AESTHETIIC CONCEPTION“... !!! - Instead NAMELY 'THOSE ONES'..., so to say, 'invented'... (whereas I just have to laugh at 'that'..., considering 'those' facts... of the reality about HOW, ACTUALLY, just INVALID(!)... it was made by 'them'...) and do take 'THOSE' 'THEIR' TERRIFYING, NON-NATURAL, SYNTHETIC AND ARTIFICIALLY MIXED COLOURS(!!!)... additionaly to 'their' so-called art... - Namely, right 'those' TERRIBLE ONES..., which NOBODY NEEDS..., because it's the question of how every individual person would like to combine the colours for oneself... and also because of which – myself, I was a witness of... - already even little children immediately get the eye allergy..., preferring the classical or traditional ones instead... when – how it's good known... - right by children should be spoken the real truth...!!! I would, probably, estimately greet some new and other different conceptions and „stories“ than mine, which happened to any time point just totally independent from mine..., on one's really „own“ way... or by „own“ artists' efforts..., but NEVER 'that one'... with 'those ones'... so nastily built „on the costs of others“...!!! - And thus, 'THEY' - 'THOSE ONES'... - are no more, no less than just NOBODY(!!)... for ME... and I will NEVER(!!)... ACCEPT OR RESPECT THEM...!!! And don't believe 'them'... and in 'their colourful... concept'..., instead IN NEITHER WAY TAKE IT SERIOUSLY and just DISREGARD IT...!!! - As right 'that' one..., considering 'those circumstances'... I described here above, is in the reality not more than just about the average, non educated artists would be just SLUTTY from its Russian site... and equally, not more than just TERRIBLY EVIL from its American site...!!! - It's about 'those' artists I described to you here..., who, equally, like 'that someone' whom I also mentioned here..., not having their own ideas to realize them just any other time..., and, equally like 'that someone'..., apparently just becoming envious or taking 'their' revenge onto mine..., - suddenly 'invented' it...!!! - And namely, - 'that their such a DIRTY... concept'..., which is built IN NEITHER WAY independently on one's own, by one's „own“ ways... - how the really great and true artists would anytime really create it..., instead, considering 'those circumstances'..., it's built on „SELLING ONE'S OWN GRANDMOTHER...“ and, due to this, is NOTHING MORE THAN JUST FAKE... OF A CHEAP AND AVERAGE LEVEL(!!)... and, consequently, ABSOLUTELY DOESN'T 'DESERVE IT'...!!! And you'll see, that I am right telling you, that right 'THOSE' TERRIBLE, and NAMELY JUST 'ANY'... - right 'THOSE' AWFUL, CHEAP and, what here even much more important, - SO CHEAPLY „MADE“...(!) 'COLOURS'... would disappear exactly 'that' soon as they appeared in the beginning of 'THIS'... MOST TERRIBLE SUMMER OF THE CENTURY...!!! I read this article for you, whereupon the both, my table and chair immediately broke after discussing here such 'their'... NULLITY...!!! “ - And by the way..., talking about „the real truth“... : You, guys, - you would't believe..., but right 'that someone'..., because of whom all 'that' happened... and whom I mentioned here for you..., isn't that far away from here... and is instead right here around the corner..., and namely, here, on N1M...!!! P.S.: For this my post I INTENTIONALLY selected one picture of mine just „in black and white“... in order to show my direct protest to 'those'... terrifying artificial 'colours'...!!!