Hello guys, Hereby I would like to share with you just a fragment from my current researching work – essay titled „About my big admirations and still greater disappointments...“ (Olga Virezoub, 2017), because it's extremely important for me as a composer and researcher of music as a whole and also of my own work, who also has her (my) task and needs for that, and namely, as a classical composer, to always give the only good possible influences onto the listeners, audience and viewers!!!... - „ I just necessarily have to note here, that I worked many years long on my aesthetic conception working it out so, that everyone could use it, and, in between, the artists all over the world, who also work in other artistic genres than the music, so not just the musicians, get inspired by it, what makes me incredibly proud and happy and supports my thoughts thatabout, that I didn't work so hard for nothing!!... And, - unlike to some really very gifted, I would say, 'copies', which I observe myself hearing and watching some artists from all over the world working in different areas, among them some painters and dancers, also from my original native country living in Europe, and not only in Europe, but in Europe's best and leading country of Germany!..., and some of them, as far as I know, even live in my current city..., - there still are some artists working, namely, in these other fields than the musical ones..., and, very unfortunately for me, they come especially from that my original native country and, to my most biggest disappointment, even from my former and very beloved and precious for me city of St. Petersburg!!.., - what I also very much regret myself, because it makes me just crying about those my former native folks bringing me not more than just the feeling of shame for my native country and my former favorite city!!!.., namely by that what they cause with such their so-called (I would be very carefully using this word here) „art“ (as that what they make doesn't actually correspond to the „art“ as such at all!!...) to all their naive audience and viewers!!... - who in a total opposite to those such talented, just described here above, about whom I am really very proud myself as well - do instead just insolently copy my ideas, thoughts and techniques, moreover, even adding to them the other, and namely, the musical genres, for which they don't have the appropriate level and knowledges at all!!... and which they absolutely don't possess professionally!!..., wherethrough also making them incredibly incompetent and talentless, utterly worthless and faceless, trying to realize them in so an awfully distasteful and in so so a cheap way, that it looks no more than UGLY, BONY and JUST SLUTTY!!!... (it would only be the correct words of their description!!!...), what, however, leads me really seriously to the thoughts to just officially forbid them the usage of all my ideas and techniques!!!... And, accordingly, to their audience and their viewers you also got to experience your own way of feelings!!!... - Of which ones?!. - Of the only those of the BIGGEST DISRESPECT, DISGUST and ANTIPATHY!!!... So, I hope, you would always remain with only the good ORIGINALS..., or, alternatively, probably also with those really and seriously WORTHY and gifted 'copies' inspired by those originals..., on whom I just spent some time describing them a little bit here!! I've read this little text for you, whereafter just immediately leaving the room!!... „ - Olga Virezoub „About my big admirations and still greater disappointments..." (Excerpt from the essay) Hannover, 2017.