Feeling Dead
In December I made a song called Who Am I?, which was inspired by an opinion on my personality that I strongly disagree with. The song itself is about living in a world where you are expected to be a certain person that you are not and you have to fight for your dream and to be yourself. I also wrote the song Dead, explaining how I felt working a 9-5. Ironically I lost my job the same day I finished the last verse and finished mixing the song on Jan 1st.
I decided to start expressing myself more on social media, so I have been making some content that is pretty interesting. You can check it out in my Mind of Nephibis playlist.
I had this dream that I was on a bus riding through New York. I saw so many people of different races out there on the streets. Some kids saw me and said, “look it’s Nephibis!” Then they waved at me and I waved back. Slowly other people began to look up and notice me. People were waving at me and I kept hearing, “it’s Nephibis” over and over again. There were hundreds or maybe even thousands of people out there. It felt amazing.
I got a D in one of my classes, so my GPA dropped down to a 3.41, but I got an A in the class I just finished, so I’m sure it will go back up. I will be having a break from school, so I will be using this time to concentrate on my music and my online presence. I decided to leave my game streaming on the gaming sites rather than use Youtube and just concentrate on my music as far as Youtube goes. On the sites I use(Mixer and Twitch) the videos only stay up for a limited amount of time.
I wrote more on “The Demon Within” story. You can see what I have written so far at https://www.nephibis.com/blog/category/The%20Demon%20Within
Songs:
Who Am I? - https://soundcloud.com/rgrippa/who-am-i
Dead - https://soundcloud.com/rgrippa/dead
Mind of Nephibis:
Women have double standards on social media - https://youtu.be/cj5ecA1hr74
Games:
www.mixer.com/kronox2
www.twitch.com/kronox2016
~Nephibis~
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